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You saw me at my best and at my worse. You appreciated me as the person that I am and always will be and that is something truly special. Within hours, you saw the dramatic and almost extreme alters in my emotions from happy and excited to misery and nausea. You didn't question me, nor did you get angry at the mess I had caused, instead you stayed by my side at just the right times. Although my state of mind wasn't exactly lucid, I was still able to appreciate your presence and your hold when I was unstable. You made me feel like I was the only girl there.

I wish I wasn't so fearful of meeting people. I wish I allowed them into my life instead of pushing them away. But when I met you, your sense of interest and curiousity in me allowed myself to let you into my life. Soon enough into my mind, and right now, the depth of my heart.

I haven't been able to stop my smile from appearing on my face everytime I see you and everytime I talk to you. Some days, I find myself lying in bed, listening to music and my mind just wonders to you. I wonder what you're doing, where you are and what you're thinking of.

I am in love with the warmth you transfer to me inside and out whenever your arms are around me. Those two nights we've been together, I wish hadn't ended.

When I think of you, the words electric, strange, time and memories always seem to cross my mind. You create a new electric vibe through my body, it's what's keeping my personality alive. You make my body tingle strangely, I haven't felt this way in such a long time. I almost forgot how good it feels. When talking to you, it feels like time is running out. It's as if time literally runs out the door as rapidly as it could go. But that just makes me treasure and cherish you more.

I'm awaiting for us to create our new memories. Everyday is a new day shared with you. I learn something new and interesting about you and for that I learn something new about myself, that makes you special in my eyes. You make me so nervous and so comfortable at the same time, and that creates butterflies not inly in my stomach, but from head to toe. What have you done?

I giggle to myself all the time, thinking of you. Because you brought something to me that I haven't felt in months; you brought me happiness...

I think I love you.

xx Veronica