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Changes.It's a funny thing. When you need change, you don't get it, and when things change, you don't seem to want to adapt to it. Some changes are great, and eye-opening. Some changes are horrible, and you just want things to go back to normal. You can never change yourself to make someone else happy. Even if that someone else is a big part of your life. If you're going to change, change for yourself, and only yourself because you'll be living with yourself for the rest of your life. Any implications or amendments must be done on your own behalf. Sometimes, you think changing for someone will lead you to happiness, but you'll soon realise that your identity is slowly losing itself, and you are slowly losing yourself. You may change for that person, but that person isn't likely to change for you. Sometimes things just tavkle you to the ground, leaving you breathlless and without air. Things happen so quickly, that you don't have a chance to step back and take a look at what has happened. I wish I could adapt to all changes. Both good and bad. I watched a movie not long ago, called Seven Pounds featuring Will Smith, who I have to admit is not my favourite actor. The movie is an extremely touching, and inspirational movie. The fact that one man, has so much power to change the outcomes of 7 people's lives is absolutely incredible. It kind of makes me think, because if I had that ability, would I honestly sacrafice my organs and life for 7 people I don't know? Hmm I don't think I'm that strong and courageous. People like that are truly amazing and something to really look up to. After I finished watching, I couldn't get over the fact of how great the film was. It really opened up my eyes to everything. I have problems, who doesn't? But it's those who don't whine, or complain about their problem, even if it's completely tragic or sad, they keep it to themselves. Those people are worth knowing, those people are truly strong and adapt to change.

xx Veronica