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♫ Do you remember do you remember do you remember, all of the times we had
Do you remember do you remember do you remember, all of the times we had ♫

Sometimes, sitting back and reflecting on the life we've lived may bring back pain, sorrow and tears. However, doesn't it feel as though you've grown in a way? Although, not all memories are happy, life isn't always happy, right? When I look back in the past, and see all those difficult times, those joyous times, those tearful times, mourning times, laughing times...
There's simply too many emotions to talk about. Sometimes, you can't help but look back, although it holds you back, it's something that'll always remain in the back of your mind. I like to look back at all the drama that has happened, and smile at my foolish ways, my gullible thoughts and naive heart. It's hard to finally achieve that, to be able to look back and not drop a tear.

Looking into the future is also something I enjoy very much. Having extremely large and somewhat impossible dreams to reach for.When my friends and I finally reach the special legal number 18, we've decided to live the city life. The beautiful city atmosphere, where at night time...everything is stunning, and breathing in city air is refreshing and youthful. Investing in a small, cosy apartment with my best friend, having the jobs we've always dreamt of, owning a beach house on an island where we can visit every summer, go on road trips that last hours and play stupid car games in the car. Live in luxury, but most needed, happiness...

Maybe I won't get any of this. Maybe I'll grow up, and be a struggling writer, trying to get everything I write published in local newspapers to make the least bit of money. But hey, isn't that what life's about? I'd rather start from the bottom, and slowly make my way up. Like I've said before, I'd be happy if I spent my life writing. I'd be happy to be with the people I love, who love me. Big apartment, luxury cars, beach houses, money isn't everything. Yes, it's a necessity, but it's not something you can have a grasp of, and have all the happiness in the world.

xx Veronica