"There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama and the people who create it and surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good . After all , life is too short to be anything but happy."
A lot has happened. All the drama. The tears. The words. Emotional and chaotic words have turned me into one big love mess. Being caught between two guys isn't something I want to experience ever again. Being fed words of memories, and love was difficult. Hearing tears drop, and crying is even more horrible. The past 4 days, have been emotionally distraught for me. I think I'm still affected by it all. I'm emotionally sick, and weak. However, things have progressively begun to get better. Letting another into my life is something that has struck me.
It's amazing how someone can enter my life and make me happy as ever with merely smart ass remarks, and loving words.Our arguments are almost consistent, and I mean every few seconds, we're arguing about something completely out of context, then laughing and making up with "i love you's". With a box of chocolates, a inside joke DVD, and letter, I was so happy that I almost cried. Emotionally weak I'm telling you. But being happy again...it's almost shocking for me to feel happy again. Smile and laugh without fakeness. Being able to live life like I use to.
I actually have exams over the next two weeks, so I will try my best to continue updating my blog. Hopefully I'll be able to study and not focus too much on...other stuff.
xx Veronica
PS. veronica <3 richard '8510 >
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