Sometimes it’s easier to let go than to hold onto life’s greatest gifts. There’s going to be those times where you feel worthless, ugly and invisible to the world. Times where you'll think that your life has no purpose, no direction and no guidance. Kind of like how I'm feeling right now. Nothing in particular has triggered this. It's just a feeling that us normal human beings get every now and then. It's easy to stand amidst a crowded room and not be seen by anyone. It's effortless to feel lonely and lost in this world.
As much as we may wish for something, we don't know what life will throw at us, ever. Everything will be an unexpected surprise or shock, it will bring us happiness or misery. But always remember, that misery loves company. No matter what type of company, it longs for it.
My company is my writing, but I've been quite disappointed in myself this past few months. I haven't been writing at all. When inspiration goes away, so does motivation. I've been in search for my new inspiration. Find that one thing that will keep me going in this life. The only life.
Find purpose, find meaning, find aim. I've been told to dream big, reach for the stars and the sky's the limit.
This life has no more limits, no more boundaries and no more restrictions. A lot of things will be happening this year, 2011 will explode in many ways possible and it should be interesting to see who survives. At the end of it all, it's splitting paths with close friends and really starting out in the big bad world. That's where boundaries are really crossed.
xx Veronica
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