I always do this to myself and I'm so sorry. Sorry for my heart, my mind and my soul. I hate lingering. It's such a lonely and cold feeling. It's hard for a person to move on after such immense feelings for somebody. I'll admit, I remember how happy and united I felt when I was with you. But I also remember that short period of time where I felt liberated and independent. I don't want to feel as though I'm in need of affection all the time, because I need to know that I can survive without another person, that I can do it on my own. Right now, my mind is driving itself to hell because I don't know what I want. I went away for a while, certain that I'll find what I'm looking for, and now I've lost it. I despise not knowing what I want because my heart is like a huge confusing jigsaw puzzle.
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